my day off
July 25, 2005
I had a hard time falling asleep because of the heat and I slept in the living room where the airconditioner is on. Harper and Mike came home around 7 am (they were partying), and I went back to my room and slept a lot… I love sleeping, although I felt as if I lost a half day by sleeping in…not good feeling…
Becca called me and we went to get a coffee from Peet’s and went to Ethionpean diamond and had a yummy lunch. What a nice lunch! Her baby was moving around in her belly! I am very excited about her having a baby soon. I am so happy for her.
I got to hang out with Harper and Mike, although they were sort of hang over after partying hard. We ate at Irazu and Marcia joined us. It was nice.
I went to Hopleaf with Marcia and her friends who are also my friends now! It was nice. Nice beers and nice company…
I had a great day off hanging out with my friends. It is super hot out and very exhausting, but I feel very good now (partically because I had two beers…., but definately my friends)
We were talking about how hurtful when you like someone, but someone is not ready or not interested in you as much as you are. It is true. It is painful, isn’t it? I think when I like someone very much in a romantic way? (I don’t know how to call it), I almost don’t care wheter he likes me or not (of course, I don’t want him to hate me). I want him to be happy… Oh well, of course, I do have ugly? feelings, but when I meet great people, and things didn’t work out as I wished or dreamed, I just simply want them to be happy. Of course, I want to be happy as well. Maybe, I am just getting old..haha… I am just so thankful that I can meet great people (girls and boys, it doesn’t matter)…I am talking about you! You guys… I feel like I should say this before I hesitate to do so….
I didn’t start this conversation, but it happened tonight and made me think about a lot of things. I just remember that when I had heartbreak, Matt lended me his book called “All about Love”, and I cried and cried… It was good because I felt like I let every sadness out from me. Oh I should buy the book before I go back to Japan.
Let’s not talk about relationship too much, especially now when I am leaving soon.
What am I going to do tomorrow?
