Hiromi Usagi!

I had been so good with not having coffee for a while, but I started it again and cannot stop it.  It started a few weeks ago right after my marriage paper document/ interview event.  I was so tired and wanted to have a cup of coffee to make it though the hot and tiring day.  I was like, “sure, just one cup a day is not a big deal” and had one.  I felt great.  Coffee does something different from other caffeinated drinks.

I drink grain coffee as a substitute and love it, but still want caffeine boost.  I am drinking a cup of grain coffee now and thinking that I had a lot of caffeine today (soy latte and americano)  I know that I didn’t have too much, but I have had coffee everyday since the day when I started it.  I physically want it and feel great after a cup of coffee.  I guess I feel guilty that I am putting caffeine into my cleansed body…hahaha….  I also feel so tired when I wake up in the morning.

I don’t do drugs, but I kind of understand what substitute addiction is like. I went to a coffee shops twice today with my co-workers.  I had a good time with them, of course, and had a lot of caffeine.

I hope I can sleep well tonight.  well, I am getting sleepy though…