I had been so good with not having coffee for a while, but I started it again and cannot stop it. It started a few weeks ago right after my marriage paper document/ interview event. I was so tired and wanted to have a cup of coffee to make it though the hot and tiring day. I was like, “sure, just one cup a day is not a big deal” and had one. I felt great. Coffee does something different from other caffeinated drinks.
I drink grain coffee as a substitute and love it, but still want caffeine boost. I am drinking a cup of grain coffee now and thinking that I had a lot of caffeine today (soy latte and americano) I know that I didn’t have too much, but I have had coffee everyday since the day when I started it. I physically want it and feel great after a cup of coffee. I guess I feel guilty that I am putting caffeine into my cleansed body…hahaha…. I also feel so tired when I wake up in the morning.
I don’t do drugs, but I kind of understand what substitute addiction is like. I went to a coffee shops twice today with my co-workers. I had a good time with them, of course, and had a lot of caffeine.
I hope I can sleep well tonight. well, I am getting sleepy though…
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Sayaka // September 18, 2006 at 8:24 am
Heya Hiromi!
When I saw the address of you and Harper’s website, it made me smile.
I’m so glad to hear that your INS interview went well. I remember when Rob and I had an interview, we had to wait for about 4 hours because the couple interviewed before us was videotoped and taken to a separate room for their “suspicious” statements. I finally got my temporary green card a few months ago, but it took a whole year and $3000… Anyway, it seems like you guys have already completed majority of (and the hardest part of) marriage documentation process and I am so happy for you. So you are not Nakazawa anymore?
Coffee might not as bad as it seems. I heard that it is the major source of antioxident for most Americans. Since you work so hard you need some “boost,” right?